YOSHIYA 'JOSHUA' KIRYU
COURT Seelie
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OCCUPATION Composer
ABLE TO FAST-TRAVEL Teleportation - Restricted to Glaschu; Wings - Can be made physical at will
COMMUNICATION METHODS Compass purchased from Hermione Granger.
RESIDENCE IN 2,701 Caer Glaem
RESIDENCE IN 2,702 Possibly Caer Glaem
MAJOR EVENTS
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PLANS
Joshua will be keeping his eyes and ears peeled for information of all sorts. For the most part, this will be a year of adjustment for him as he gets used to his power caps and being more mortal than he used to be. He's also going to be annoying people staying in relative contact with people he's already met (or will meet) on either side. !!!IF YOU WISH TO PLAN ANYTHING WITH JOSHUA, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO PM THIS JOURNAL FOR FURTHER DISCUSSION!!!
SUMMARY OF KNOWN DETAILS
He's going to meet the Black Shuck for the first time and have a lovely conversation with him. Joshua will also accomplish being on somewhat good terms with Hiro Hamada and Sansa Stark. He's going to pester the hell out of Hiro, mark his words.
TIMELINE OF EVENTS
| SPRING IN 2,701 (Mar, Apr, May) |
- MARCH - He'll delve into a small part of his powers in order to help out the natives and maybe some other Shardbearers. Joshua may or may not take great pleasure/amusement out of this.
- APRIL - Wow he is so not down with losing control like that. Joshua is going to instantly destroy his harp the moment he finds it in his dreams. Nobody, not even himself, wants a wild, out-of-control-emotionally Joshua. Good thing nobody he knows from his world is here, jfc.
- MAY - You know what's useful? Swans that turn into gold on death. Hell yes, he'll kill some swans and help out. Hopefully use their gold corpses as currency.
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| SUMMER IN 2,701 (Jun, Jul, Aug) |
- JUNE - Josh's participating in the Magic Dueling part of Treun's Tourney! Otherwise, he'll just be a spectator. Joshua, sadly, doesn't think he'll be of use to anyone wanting to heal the areas affected by the Jabberwock, but if asked for advice, then he'll try to give theories/something.
- JULY - He's going to keep his wits about him more-so than usual. He'll be interested in looking into these rumors about that Shardbearer creating the fox masks and any other information people dig up on the guy.
- AUGUST - Joshua will visit the Cothromach to take a look at what Sansa's got planned! He'll also look in on the festivities at Leathann, probably on the roof of some building.
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| FALL IN 2,701 (Sept, Oct, Nov) |
- SEPTEMBER - Well, hopefully people know either English or Japanese, else they'll never understand what the heck he's saying. He might be insulting your mother for all you know.
- OCTOBER - FUCK YEAH SAMHAIN TIME TO MEET THE DEATH DOG AND PAY HIS RESPECTS!!!!
- NOVEMBER - Some poor schmuck is probably going to try roughing up this pretty boy. Pity it's going to backfire tremendously on them as Joshua cheerfully hands them over to the Leathann authorities
or send their souls to Black Shuck and give the authorities their dead bodies, whichever
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| WINTER IN 2,701/2,702 (Dec, Jan, Feb) |
- DECEMBER - Nah. Hunting and sweating? Nah. Nah, man.
- JANUARY - Joshua turns a year older as of January 1st!
- FEBRUARY - He'll be going to the Ostara Festival in Parrais. Art and music call to him, though he won't participate. Joshua will merely enjoy what the artists and musicians will bring to the occasion.
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| SPRING IN 2,702 (Mar, Apr) |
- MARCH - Time to behead some skeletons and get in touch with his inner Queen of Hearts!
- APRIL - What the actual fuck, fairies.
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MARCH / APRIL 2702
April, that certain anniversary...
Maybe "funny" wasn't the right word. Hiro certainly didn't feel like laughing about anything at the moment.
Since he and Nico arrived at the Station about a week ago he'd done his best not to let the outcome of his talk with Jason affect him. He'd done well putting on a show but he knew Nico probably wasn't buying it. Nico at least was polite enough to let him pretend, telling him stories and trying to keep things light while Hiro worked to keep himself afloat and not sink. It's Joshua that Hiro's worried about. Joshua never seemed to hold back his opinions and Joshua was also one of the people in the Drabwurld unafraid to call Hiro on his shit.
Much like Jason.
But he had a promise to keep. He had a promise to keep and just because he'd managed to break every other promise doesn't mean he could break this one.
He hadn't had a chance to speak with Joshua since Samhain...right after everything started to happen and the world came tumbling down again. He wished he'd thought of sending a letter maybe, something, but there hadn't been time and Hiro...so stupidly thought he could handle everything and wiggle and lie and fix and solve everything on his own.
Hah.
He's not entirely sure where Nico is now but that's okay. It's best not to let the boy know who he's slipping off to meet with and he knows Joshua will know where to meet him. It's a quiet area where they won't be disturbed. And Hiro gets there first, a cup of coffee and a cup of tea next to him because he couldn't decide what would be more appropriate and god he was kind of nervous.
Maybe nervous was the wrong word, but there was an uncomfortable pull in his stomach that he recognized as "guilt" all over again, along with a slight twitch of eagerness to see Joshua again. Not to mention he'd especially put a lot of thought into Tadashi lately and surprisingly, even a year later, it still stung but in a slightly different way. It was a mess.
Correction: he was a mess.
But he could try to clean up his act at least for a few hours he has carved aside for Joshua. All he has to do now is wait for the other boy to show up and ignore the way his toe's scuffing into the ground as his leg idly swings back and forth, fingers drumming on his own knee.
'Come on...where are you?']
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He does, at least, follow through on meeting with Hiro. A promise had been made, after all, and Joshua isn't going to be the one labeled as a promise breaker. There's a reason it's hard to get a promise out of him.
It's not hard for him to locate the boy. He walks toward Hiro as casually as if he does this everyday. Joshua doesn't fail to take note of his body language and the expression on his face. Apparently, a lot's happened between Samhain and now.]
Well, don't you look happy to see me.
[Joshua sits down in front of the other teenager, looking as relaxed as can be.]
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Sorry, dude, I tried to book a marching band that would play once you entered the room but they're surprisingly hard to come by around here. [But the tension eases a little and he perks up as he picks up the two cups.]
I know I promised you coffee, but I brought tea, too, if you want that instead. Oolong I think, I actually don't know.
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[He shrugs at the last statement.]
I've never been one to pass up a mystery. I'll take the tea today.
[Joshua has a feeling he'll need the tea more than the coffee today.]
Oh, by the way, that instant coffee was actually pretty good. Your gag gift turned out to be better than either of us thought.
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You sound surprised. I told you I live above a cafe. [He takes a sip from his own cup, only slightly flinching from the heat.] Aunt Cass wouldn't let me drink real coffee until maybe last year, so I started buying the cheap stuff and keeping it in our bedroom to make whenever I wanted. [A beat follows.] Though I sort of wish I'd known we were actually exchanging useful presents. I would have done better.
[Is it strange that he's actually admitting a fault? Possibly.]
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I'm afraid that I'm too heavily biased to WildKat's coffee. I've never found anyone who can rival it, yet. And, as I recall, I'm sure I gave you a gag gift as well. So, we're even.
[He takes a sip of the tea and hums thoughtfully.]
Four Seasons, and a very nice blend of it, too. Not too heavy on the jasmine and honey to overpower the lily.
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Good to know you're both a coffee snob and a tea snob though. I'll remember that for next time. I can barely tell the difference between black and green sometimes. [A gross exaggeration, but nevertheless.] We gonna make this a habit, Joshua? Going six months between visits?
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I prefer the title 'culinary connoisseur.' [Joshua takes another sip of the tea.] That depends. Am I worth the risk of having more frequent meetings with?
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Yeah, but tea snob's just funnier. [There's a pause then as he gives Joshua a mildly unreadable look, slightly uncomfortable as he takes another drink and talks around the cup.] You wouldn't be the first Seelie I've risked a bunch for just to have frequent meetings with, so maybe. You're also less likely to get me killed.
[But even with that, he apparently doesn't mind the risk of the other Seelie either.]
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Then I see no reason why we can't up the frequency of our talks. Just be very careful about it, if you please.
[He tilts his head slightly to the side.]
Now, pleasantries out of the way, shall we get to what you truly need, or want, to discuss with me?
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When you put it that way you make it sound like I have life-altering updates for you. [Which he does. But they only affect his life as far as he knows.] I guess I just...wanted to see you after everything that happened this time last year. You remember that, don't you?
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A lot can happen in a year. [His tone is mild as he says this.] It would be a hard thing to forget, considering we were all emotionally assaulted by a dream harp.
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[He snorts a little in response.] I mean besides that. The other stuff. Do you remember that? We sort of talked about a lot.
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[He shrugs casually.]
We did, indeed, talk about a lot. I do remember the subjects previously discussed that eventful morning in April.
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You couldn't make this easy on me just this once? [He switches the coffee cup to the other hand, using the first to prop his head up.]
Let's just say the tiger uncaged itself and mauled several people but curled up against several other people. I'm not sure how to fix it but...there are parts maybe I don't want to fix? When I wrote to you during Yule I thought "hey, I can talk to Joshua and prove that I've grown and that everything's fine" but...that was months ago. And I've had a lot of things come up since then but I didn't want to tell you in letters. They're too important.
Is that bad?
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No, it's not bad.
[Hey, a rare, simple, to-the-point answer from Yoshiya Kiryu! Hell apparently does have ice on occasion.
Joshua takes another sip of his tea before gesturing with his free hand toward Hiro.]
Tell me what's happened.
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There's a deep inhale as he thinks of where to even start. Unpacking all of the pieces is a delicate manner, after all.]
Do you want me to start from when I started putting myself in jeopardy, or skip right to the part where I met the Black Shuck?
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From the top, of course. Pretend I know absolutely nothing.
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Okay. Let's start in...February, I guess. When we first got here. ["We" because he knows Josh arrived the same time he did.] You know how the whole battle happened and we were all kind of screwed...mostly us. [Seelie...] And I know you know about the locket post I made at the end of the month.
...you weren't the only Seelie to comment. You weren't even the only Seelie to comment that I talked to for a really long time. There were a few of them, actually, but there was somebody in particular that sort of really made me stop and think about things. We're the same age and we've had a lot of the same experiences, and we both...kind of just get it. I only talked to him that one time and then everything went down in May and I lost contact with pretty much everybody.
You heard about the tournament in Treun, right? [Wait, hold on.] Let me back up a second. So...you remember everything in April and everything we talked about. In May I went to find somebody really important to me...his name's Jason. He's probably--no, actually? He is the most important person to me here and I basically did something really stupid just to try to find him. And that stupid thing made him really mad and we kinda fought a lot when I did find him and he hit on a lot of the same points you did. I can't handle everything by myself. But you guys didn't really think I wouldn't try, did you? [There's a pause.] Thinking about it now, I sort of wish I didn't try. But basically? I promised Jason I'd stay back and stop trying to do everything and stay where I was to stay safe, basically. And I wish I hadn't promised him that because I broke that promise pretty much a month later. ["And I actually feel really, really bad about it."]
Anyway so the tournament was in June and that was the first time I broke my promise to Jason. I hitched a ride out there, set up a betting pool, watched my friends fight..it was fine. Everything was fine until the natives got mad I was cheating them out of their gold and so I ran. I ended up running and it's funny...it's almost like this was pre-written destiny or something, if you believe in that kind of thing. I don’t think I do. I would rather choose my own destiny than have it pre-written but anyway, I ran into that Seelie I told you about. The one who understood things. He was a fighter in the Melee but I think we both sort of recognized each other immediately.
…his name’s Nico. And he’s somehow gone from being “zombie controller who helped attack our castle and my friends” to “guy who knows exactly what it’s like to be me on some days” to “someone I want to spend more time with willingly and force him to watch Disney movies” to “one of the better friends I’ve ever had in my life.” And you know what? I’m kind of scared of that still. Anyway so I ran into Nico and he shadow-traveled us out into hiding and we hung out for a while and I didn’t die. That’s the point. Let’s cut to August when I got back from a trip up north…Nico found me at the Station and asked if I wanted to go to Leathann to see the festival of lights. That’s the second time I broke my promise to Jason. I disappeared with Nico for a week.
Right after my birthday I saw Nico again and he gave me something so we could stay in touch. It’s kind of personal and I don’t know how many people know about it but we’ve been using it to communicate. It’s different than the network I set up for my friends and I. This just seems…safer? I guess? Anyway so one time we were talking and he told me about the Black Shuck and he never really specified everything but he said he had to apologize for something. And…it’s big. And when you do big things, you shouldn’t have to do them alone. So I told him I’d come with him. I made another promise that I’d stick with him no matter what Shuck did so we made a plan to see him during Samhain. …that’s the second time I wonder if I should have ever promised anything.
So I don’t see Nico for several months but I’m spending time with my own friends learning things…someone taught me how to fight with a dagger. Jason was teaching me physical combat. And I was doing a ton of reading and researching on my own. So at Samhain we meet up and we go see Shuck. He wasn’t mad. He was just disappointed…and so to make up for it, he decided to send Nico on a mission for him. Problem with that is that he sent me, too. And like I said, I promised Nico that I’d stick around for everything because that’s what you do for friends.
[Screw it, you know what, he’s just going to shift in his chair so that he’s sitting sideways with his legs dangling over one arm and his head and upper back resting against another so he can stare at the ceiling.]
Nico was pretty sold on telling me I couldn’t come with him. It was too dangerous and I didn’t know anything about taking down the dead and he didn’t want me risking it because he wasn’t sure he could keep both of us safe. So…we ended up running into another friend of mine. Name’s Loki. Yeah, that Loki. I’m not as clever as I thought I guess because Loki’s been tracking me for months and knew where I was going when I’d leave to see Nico. So Nico opens his fat mouth and tells Loki pretty much everything about what the Shuck is having us do and Loki agrees with me that it’s better not to piss Shuck off. Which is true.
Nico gets started without me and Loki and I sort of argue about it. I think the point was, and I quote, “this is the stupidest thing I’ve ever done.” And…maybe he’s right. Maybe this was stupid but I couldn’t bail. I also couldn’t let Loki tell Jason before I told Jason because Jason would get mad so I promised Loki I’d tell him soon.
Broken promise number three. [There’s a thick swallow as he clears his throat. It’s obvious he’s not used to laying it out like this and it’s also clear that he’s starting to hit the bigger part of the story.] …around Yule, Nico sends me a present and one of the things is a dagger. One thing kinda led to another and I basically bullied him into taking me with him after Yule to start fulfilling Shuck’s task. Nico’s like “I’m going to train you really hard” and blahblahblah and tells me about his powers and just…[He bites his lip.] …he trusts me. Nico doesn’t trust a lot of people, but he trusts me. [“And I trust him. That’s the problem.”] Since we were leaving I knew I had to tell Jason…so I called Jason and tried to explain everything. You can imagine how that went. He was really mad that I was going to do this, really mad that Nico’s a Seelie and mostly really mad that I wasn’t listening to him. I never listen to him. But then he asked if I was ready to join Tadashi and I just sort of lost it and hung up on him and left…and Jason broke the device I gave him so I lost contact with him for months.
January was spent traveling with Nico alone and being trained. He kinda kicked my ass a lot and I think he probably enjoyed it because he’s kind of a jerk sometimes, too. But I can’t say the same wouldn’t be true if it was the other way around. He’s a good teacher though. I could probably flay somebody open without blinking now. [You know, as long as they’re dead. Or something. Ahaha let’s not try to murder people.] Anyway we traveled and Nico did his ghost thing and I was helping catch some of the others in jars until we could lay them to rest like Shuck asked and then around February we realized I needed to figure out how to do this myself. We can’t always be together…so I split and headed for Redgate with my friend Billy. And…Billy and I kinda talked about stuff, and Billy’s from the same world as Loki so we went to see Loki in Redgate because he’s a professor there and so I talked to Loki about some stuff that’s not really important and got information I needed and then I heard rumors about a woman in Mair. So…that’s where I went next. She taught me a lot, too. And after that? Nico picked me up and we were back to where we started, but this time I was a lot more useful. You know me. I like learning things and trying to take on everything myself but…Nico and I are a really, really good team.
The whole month of March was just spent with the two of us being ghostbusters or whatever and a few weeks ago at the end of it we came here to restock and just regroup. Let’s go back to the idea of pre-written destiny. Jason showed up. He…wasn’t really happy. [That’s an understatement.] …making a long story short? He basically told Nico that I was just using him and that the monarchs were going to kill him. Nico tried to explain but like…when Jason’s mad, he doesn’t listen to reason. And I can’t really say I was rational about it either, so…[A shrug.] He left.
[There’s a slight sniff because that’s probably the most recent.] Jason flipped out, left, and I chased after him on Nico’s hellhound and I tried to apologize but it wasn’t working because…because I was still blaming my problems on Jason instead, I guess. [That’s really what it was.] He says he’s going to turn me into Morla but right now? I don’t know if it matters. I don’t know if any of it matters because I have to finish this and I already lost Jason anyway. …well, sort of. I mean he told me how I could fix everything and try again but it means going home.
[He finally turns his head to look at Joshua again.] I haven’t been “home” since the end of Yule because I can’t leave Nico and I don’t know why. I don’t know how to get rid of the target on my back, I don’t know how to fulfill the task and get everybody to just chill out and how to apologize and how to fix it. That’s it. I don’t know how to fix this one. So…it sucks. I really, really wanted to show you that things had changed since last year but I think I just made everything worse and nothing makes sense anymore.
[“And I feel awful about it.” He finally stops though. That…it’s most of everything, barring some details he’s sure Joshua will worm out of him when he starts picking apart the story, but it’s definitely enough to be a drain on him and he just drops his eyes back to the floor. Now comes the hard part. The waiting. Waiting for Joshua to say something and waiting for the results.]
Kinda makes you wish you still didn’t know anything, huh?
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Eventually, he's ready to give a 'verdict' and mine for more information.]
I must admit, that's an impressive way to mess up.
[There's no accusation or mockery in his tone. He just sounds like he's stating a simple fact.]
Before we get into the nitty-gritty, I do need to ask an important question. How have you presented that information to everyone you've mentioned? Jason in particular, since this seems to focus primarily on him and Nico.
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...I haven't. [Well, that's not entirely true.] I mean I have but not all of that all at once. With Jason I made him promise not to get mad and that was probably a bad idea. So...I told him I was leaving the spire, told him I was gonna hunt the dead with somebody and he immediately decided he was gonna go with us. And I told him no. That was the firs tthing that really pissed him off. And I told him about Nico and how Nico's a demigod and knows about death and he still didn't like that and he was mad Nico's Seelie and that I was doing something he didn't think I was capable of and asked if I was ready to join Tadashi and that was about the point I cut him off and told him I didn't care and was leaving.
Loki's been learning in chunks. Billy knows everything Billy needs to know to be updated. But I don't think either of them know about my last conversation with Jason. [A beat.] I was sort of a jerk to Jason the last time I talked to him. And I left a bunch of messages but he never got them because his device was busted, so when we saw each other again a few days ago it was just bad timing combined with both of us being mad about different things.
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Here is how it appears to me. Your timing on giving information, first of all, needs more work. It's like you signed yourself up for a study abroad program, but didn't bother to let your aunt know until about two days before you're scheduled to leave. You gave a promise to stay in one place, which was, admittedly, a rather foolish thing for you to do considering your personality and general disposition for wanderlust. That promise means he's as good as your guardian, though unofficially, until you're released from it.
However, Jason most graciously gave you a chance to have a graceful way out of those particular consequences. Obviously, he must not have phrased it in the best way, but I have no way of knowing for sure since I wasn't there for that conversation. [And only has Hiro's word on it.] In any event, his want to go along with the two of you on your task was where you made your biggest mistake. By saying no, you're essentially telling him that you don't trust his abilities, you don't trust him, and you especially don't want him around for an extended period of time. Of course, it's a moot point if the Shuck specifically told you that it had to be you two alone with no interference by anyone else.
[Joshua hums thoughtfully.]
On the other hand, you could have still let Jason go with you as long as he didn't do anything that would hinder or sabotage your task. Either way, by saying yes, you would've saved yourself a lot of trouble with him.
[Now, he shrugs.]
It's in the past and can't be changed, though. What can change is how you conduct yourself in the future. The damage is salvageable, since Jason's giving you another chance. I'm sure that I don't need to tell you that your relationship won't be able to take another blow like that. You both need to earn each other's trust and respect again.
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...sometimes I think that Jason's like Tadashi, but he's not. Nobody can ever be Tadashi and I shouldn't be holding Jason to those standards because it's not fair to me but it's also not fair to him. I tried to tell him that he couldn't risk a bunch of stuff just to protect me but...that's something I'd tell my brother. Not somebody who's smart enough to do things more carefully and not somebody who wouldn't think things through more carefully before doing something fatal like run into a burning building based on hearsay.
[No more Tadashi. Don't let on how much you still miss Tadashi, Hiro.] Anyway guardian or not I probably could have asked him sooner than this instead of just doing it without saying so thinking I wouldn't get caught. This isn't home. Tadashi always knew where I was because he sewed trackers into my jackets but Jason only knows what I've told him. Loki knew because he was tracking me but he never told Jason.
I...that's not why I said no though. [And he knows Joshua knows that but it's still sort of a problem.] Shuck never really said we couldn't have outside help but I couldn't have Jason risking himself doing this, too. Besides, it was a task for me and Nico. Nobody else. Nobody else needed to get in the middle and it's not about not trusting Jason it's just that I had to do this myself. [And also he didn't want him around for that period because he had a feeling he'd fail a few times and Jason would only be proven right.] So I would have said yes and...what? Jason hauls me back home the minute I show him I wasn't ready for it? No way.
[Here he looks rather put-out because Joshua's right. He can't let his relationship with Jason take another hit. Not like this. He doesn't even know if Jason's really giving him another chance or how long that offer stands.] So how can I do that without ditching my other friends? By going home again it's kinda like telling Nico he's not important, but by staying with Nico it's kinda like telling Jason I don't actually care. Maybe everything was easier when I was operating by myself. I can't lose either of them though.
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By admitting that, you've told me that you don't trust Jason to not let you make your own mistakes and learn from them while in the field. What you don't seem to see is that Jason's presence gives the man the ability to step in and handle the danger himself if it looks as though the enemy is too skillful for you at that point in time. He can't do that while he's in the Spire, now, can he? He certainly wouldn't take kindly to being left behind to twiddle his thumbs and wait for someone to come tell him whether you died or not.
Not to mention, it appears selfish of you to not let him take the risk or decision to put himself at risk to save you just because you don't want him to get hurt or killed. Do you have any right to take those choices away from him?
[He leans forward to rest his chin in one of his hands, propping his elbow up on the table.]
You can't ditch Nico just yet because, from the sounds of it, your task isn't complete. So. As far as I see it, the best solution is to write Jason a letter. Tell him when you plan on going home as exactly as you can, and stress to him that if you don't do this task, then the consequences you face will be worse than your High Queen could ever dream of carrying out. If something comes up, then it is an absolute necessity that you write to tell him what happened and how long of a delay you expect. The key is to keep him informed about your goings on as much as possible, as well as being consistent with your letters. This whole thing started by you keeping him out of the loop. Therefore, the best way to remedy it is by making sure he is in the loop and you can rebuild a foundation of trust.
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