[Joshua you are such a jerk! Not that Hiro knows the angel's inner thoughts because he's a little too busy agonizing over everything. He hasn't even quite admitted to himself that this was exactly that.
It's not love. He'll deny it's love. Love's way too powerful and whatever it is that's going on isn't love. It's...something else? A crush, probably. It'll go away, maybe.
...yeah. Yeah, he's been telling himself that for a while now and it's not any closer to the truth, so even when he responds he doesn't notice the forlorn look on his face. And judging by his response, it's clear that he's actively avoiding drawing the conclusion Joshua already has.]
Thought I said I didn't believe in pre-written destinies. Fate falls into that category, too. You can't prove that fate's real. [He rolls his eyes.]
Jason I think wanted to kill him and now he's just going to let your monarch do it. Loki knows and pretty much told me to be discrete. I get it, I need to not be around so much. But there's the whole thing with Shuck and--[Oh forget it. He's just dragging his hands down his face, apparently dropping the veil and just hitting on the real problem.]
What am I doing. What's even happening anymore? [All said from behind his hands.] We're not supposed to be this close. And anyway speaking of fraternizing with the 'enemy', that would mean having to be way more discrete about seeing you, too.
[A thoughtful pause.] But I can go without seeing him. I spent the entire month of February without Nico and it was fine. [Sort of lonely and miserable for various reasons and he was a little too far in the boy's personal space when they teamed up again, but Joshua doesn't need to know that.]
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It's not love. He'll deny it's love. Love's way too powerful and whatever it is that's going on isn't love. It's...something else? A crush, probably. It'll go away, maybe.
...yeah. Yeah, he's been telling himself that for a while now and it's not any closer to the truth, so even when he responds he doesn't notice the forlorn look on his face. And judging by his response, it's clear that he's actively avoiding drawing the conclusion Joshua already has.]
Thought I said I didn't believe in pre-written destinies. Fate falls into that category, too. You can't prove that fate's real. [He rolls his eyes.]
Jason I think wanted to kill him and now he's just going to let your monarch do it. Loki knows and pretty much told me to be discrete. I get it, I need to not be around so much. But there's the whole thing with Shuck and--[Oh forget it. He's just dragging his hands down his face, apparently dropping the veil and just hitting on the real problem.]
What am I doing. What's even happening anymore? [All said from behind his hands.] We're not supposed to be this close. And anyway speaking of fraternizing with the 'enemy', that would mean having to be way more discrete about seeing you, too.
[A thoughtful pause.] But I can go without seeing him. I spent the entire month of February without Nico and it was fine. [Sort of lonely and miserable for various reasons and he was a little too far in the boy's personal space when they teamed up again, but Joshua doesn't need to know that.]